Everything I Frantically Googled When I Realized I Was Bisexual

Looking back, it was probably quite obvious that I was bisexual, well… except to me. I always felt different, but I genuinely thought it was normal to want to kiss your best friends, obsessively watch Katy Perry music videos, and have dreams about both Orlando Bloom and Keira Knightley in Pirates of the Caribbean. But if anyone had doubts about my sexuality, a quick glance at my Google search history would clear that up real fast. It started harmless, an angsty teen questioning whether she was like other girls or wanted to fuck other girls. Then the bi-panic set in, and the BuzzFeed quizzes bled into Wikihow to go down on girls and Shego/Kim Possible fanfiction. Here is everything I frantically googled when I realized I was probably bisexual.




Fleurine Tideman
Fleurine Tideman
Fleurine Tideman, a European-based copywriter. She’s interesting (cause she’s from Europe), speaks multiple languages (again, she's from Europe), and is mentally unhinged (despite socialized healthcare). You can find her European musings on Twitter @ByFleurine and her blog, Symptoms of Living, both of which are written to the sounds of unhinged Taylor Swift playlists.