If you’re not on Woman Who Fell In Love With Her Psychiatrist 20 million-part docuseries TikTok, WTF are you doing? Get your ass up and work. With no new episodes of Love Island USA or The Hunting Wives to fill my time, I desperately needed a replacement brain rot series to distract me from reality, so I wanna thank you, Kendra Hilty. You’re truly a godsend. For those who are somehow still unfamiliar, Kendra is the woman currently keeping all of TikTok and Twitter entertained with her very lengthy tale about obsessing over a psychiatrist. She went to him for ADHD treatment and came away with alleged trauma and an 18-part (and counting) TikTok series. “He was manufacturing everything so I could fall in love with him,” she claims about her time with this doctor. She’s accusing him of “provider abuse” and says she’s been through “psychological warfare.”

So, what’s really the deal with this TikTok woman who fell in love with her psychiatrist? I watched all bazillion parts so you don’t have to… Let’s break it down.

Woman Who Fell In Love With Psychiatrist TikTok Series Explained

Kendra Hilty’s 18-Part TikTok Series: A Breakdown

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Her thesis? “I fell in love with my psychiatrist, and he knew, and he kept me until I had the strength to leave after four years,” Kendra says in her video. She initially sought out a psychiatrist because she was going back on ADHD meds after being off them for many years. Supposedly, she just went with the first psychiatrist she found online.

When Kendra arrived at the intake session, she discovered that the psychiatrist was around her age. “And I can’t help but notice that he’s pretty attractive,” she admitted. During that first appointment, she got right into things, telling him all about her childhood trauma, daddy issues, and relationship trauma. “Psychiatrists are good at pretending to listen,” Kendra said with a smirk. She believes he was “learning how to manipulate [her]” during that intake session.

Kendra began to see this psychiatrist on a monthly basis and “felt really seen” by him. “He just made me feel like I was his friend,” she says in the ~doc~. “He was really funny, and I loved the attention I got from him.” When she asked him if she could call him by his first name, he said yes. (And according to Kendra, he “seemed so smug and happy with himself” at the time.)

“I know that that is because that was his first sign that him pretending like we’re friends was working,” she said. As their meetings continued, Kendra claims there were more and more “breadcrumbs of making her feel special.” He would allegedly talk about his professional achievements with her, notice when she curled her hair, and comment on her glasses. In her TikToks, Kendra calls those behaviors “inappropriate.”

One day, Kendra got in a car accident and says she was told to go to the emergency room because there was a chance that she was internally bleeding. Instead, she ignored that advice and went to her scheduled psychiatrist appointment — just because she wanted to see him so badly. Kendra says that when she told him she might be bleeding internally, he didn’t stop the appointment.

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As time went on, Kendra claims the psychiatrist “turned up the intimacy but also knew he professional lines like the back of his hand.” She accuses him of “using his psychiatric training to manipulate me and get me hooked,” but doesn’t provide specific examples.

It escalated to a particularly odd visit (detailed in the most recent video, part 18) when Kendra told her doctor that she had a sex dream about him. “A couple weeks ago, on the full moon when I was ovulating, I had a dream about you,” she recalls saying to him. “We hooked up right here in this office.” She remembers him “all of sudden” looking “so uncomfortable.”

Her theory is that he was uncomfortable because he had “probably played out that fantasy so many times in his head.” From there on out, she says the sessions got longer and she got “special treatment.”

Well folks, there are 18 parts so far, but I have a feeling there’s more to come.